another day another ... well whatever

it is close to midnight and i am blogging whilst the television plays a doco on the boyband westfield ....................................(oops i think its westlife but hey group of talentless hacks and a collection of crap stores i see the resemblence)- oh now the tv has decided the band is actually called human nature....hee hee there all the same really arent they?
.....................................................and thier amazing journey into the sounds of mo-town....dont ask...yes i know i hate myself and the punishment far outways the crimes......

I am still sick although the fact i can actually face leaving the house suggests improvement.....work is as always dull and inspiring of apathy.......Matt I asume is well at least no one has notified me that he is not (he assures me that should things be bad his family would call) he is still in brisbane and i still miss him even though he bugs me a great deal by dissapearing to remote areas without reception for over a week...*sigh*...

My mums birthday on friday so tomorrow i will be dashing to get gift and card that vainly attempts to express the depth of my love and respect for her posted so it arrives in time...i am relying on the dedication of the postal service (laughs a laugh that drips with sarcasm).....

am desperate for a job that has relevance to the field i have spent the last few years pulling hair out (mostly mine) over.....situation still grim....I have a bach in soc science with double majors in anth and arch, a grad dip in bio anth, and am one thesis (ha ha) away from a masters in bio anth with a specialty in either weapons trauma or disease skeletal indicators.....and what do i do? I sell shoes.....and i sell them well.....(*sigh*) Dan is right I am saving the world one shoe at a time............

House hunting going very slow.....we all work and study and thus time is a massive factor also real estate people in canberra are bastards....well ok prob not all of them...just the ones i have met so far......

still in need of hobby.....also need fitness...less bum and more money *sigh* any suggestions greatly appreciated :)

Day off tomorrow thankfully...spending the day thus far.....chemist to demand they fix the outbreak currently present upon my face.......lunch with miss dan giving of easter gift.......birthday present posted.....home to email resume to necessary peoples....then on an adventure to some medical, forensic and investigative clinics around this city to beg for job/experience/office supplies.....(the last one is for when i am rejected for the first two...gotta get something for my time....id settle for a paperclip)

anyway its time to try and sleep although that is getting harder lately.....head heavy with thoughts and crfazy plans....also anxiety fears being mean lately and freaking me late in the night when no one is awake to talk me out of them....am re-reading alot of my terry pratchet books......always good for a giggle and distraction......

had crazy idea for masters project...involving computer peoples expertise.....and possibly bones, stone tools, or chimps....this occurred at around 2 am this morning so as to wether it is worth following up in the light of day i am still undecided.....perhaps the next step is to seek comp programming peoples advise.....boom boom into the lair i will have to decend :)

will sleep on it perhaps some clarity will come in a dream....or perhaps not

cheers
jinx

Saving the world......one shoe at a time :)

the couch is slowly becoming my world......eek.....help before it is too late.....thank god for remotes.

Just when you think everything is going good again and all in your world is happy .... am feeling crappy again....sick for the last few days and that is not condusive to a happy happy time...also having incredibly painful cramps for my first period in over a year....had to take a day of work which means less money....cant get through to matt to whinge to him...and the people here who i have tried to get in touch with have ignored me.....this has led to a sad sad jinx...have been too sick to do much for the last two days so i am sad to say my life has consisted of getting from bed to the couch then watching television or movies till it is time to go back to bed.....it is very depressing and my meds dont seem to be fixing it...they are usually good but not the last week....perhaps higher dosage but am already taking two a day and combined with my antibiotics and cold and flu tablets i am popping 8 pills a day...my system is crying....no pills i suspect are not the solution to this temporary crisis of lonelyness.....Gavin agrees that i need a hobby....i used to write but find my insperation as lacking as the chicken of happiness lately....also i cant write fast enough to keep up with my thoughts and as such need to use a computer or typewritter to write....my comp is loud and large and fixed in its current location in my bedroom...not a place for creativity...well the writting kind anyway....even the fairy lights have failed to inspire...but that i feel will pass when i am more active and busy...i always write and work better when i am pressed for time.....so a hobby i require...problem is i am not particularly intersted in any one thing...also financial constrants mean hobby must be relatively cheap.......I am stuck....please please offer suggestions....anyone reading this give me a hobby suggestion....updates will be posted as i continue on my sofa sojourn

Blurrrkkk

Hi world....work is good...car is good...love life good....although presently still in another state....I am sick...flu like virus thing....am cranky cause I already had my flu shot and went through hell with that and now i'm sick anyway...had to come home early today from work and having to take tommorrow off cause people for some reason object to being served by someone whose nose is pouring faster than Niagra....and whose eyes look like two swollen peaches.......beats me why...I thought having your shop assistant sneeze all over you was all part of the service :)
Any way am off now to ring boy and say hi then away to bed for me...plan on staying there most of tommorrow too....

catch you on the flip side
xxx
jinx

*sigh*

Hi everyone, James and Gavin just spent hours playing with my computer and trying to make it work properly so I figured I had better blog to show my appreciation.....
Life is up and down...I am well, work is going ok, and am very happy with Matt...except for the minor issue of him now living two states away in brisbane....for an indefinate period of time....very sad...he had to go...miss him...worry alot...wish he were here or I was there....but am happy with him and me......anyway thats the situation it sucks but I am trying like hell to focus on other things like work (ha ha), uni (ha ha ha Oofhg.. Sorry just fell off my chair) and maybe moving sometime soon....am looking for a big house to share with miss dan, mr mark, and mr alex...should be great times ahead..but have made it clear that if there is no broadband I am not going...as broadband is the only thing that could tempt me away from my current house and wonderful housemate Gavin...carpet would also be appreciated...and ofcourse heating goes without saying :) winter is coming on again and the days are getting chillier....finding the thought of heading north to brisbane very appealing.....wondering too alot how it was I ended up in Canberra and what it is that keeps me here.....I think the people have a lot to do with it....I may have only known them for a short period of time but they have become such an importent feature in my world...they are wonderful and I am constantly surprised by them and their friendships....yes I am talking about you Dan, Win, Alex, James, Mark, Bela, Adrian, Gavin, and ofcourse my personal favorite Matt ;) Combine these people with the people I already knew here like the amazing Christopher and his band of merry men (and women) and I get a bit of an idea as to why it is I am still here even with the weather turning nasty again...........
Well thats about it...there are many other wonderful people who did not personally get a mention...I do love you and thank the stars for your friendships everyday but prob did not see you lately and thus thoughts of you have been pushed out my ears...or possibly I was distracted by something shiny the moment I was about to type your name :)
Take care and I will blog again soonish.....if the computer sere only shinier :)