Its been a while sinse I felt like blogging - dnot really feel like it right now but am caving to peer preasure :)
Life is life thats about it really - up and down like a rollercoaster - I am still in the new job and although sometimes it sucks and work very hard I am enjoying it most of the time - like all jobs its not great all the time but it is good most of the time and I think thats all you can ask for :)
Have heard nothing from Matt - I have heard about him, he is doing well and happy with his partner in QLD - ihave no real way to know how long they were together - I suspect it was around the time of his 30th as after that he began returning to brisbane frequently and acting a little odd - I believe her name is sarah and that they have been in each others lives for a long time - certainly long enough for his family to think I was her when I called to make sure he was alright and for them to be angry upon hearing I was his girlfriend in canberra. Life goes on - I am angry at his cowardise but mostly just licking my wounds and feeling foolish :)
Speaking of foolish I am no longer spending time with Tony - that was a short time together but a bloody long one night stand - I am angry at him and his best friends treatment of me and hell women in general - I do believe there is a decent guy somewhere in there but he is well hidden.
Men are so funny in the way make assumptions about women and what we want - I am not a fam of games and thus prob not well equiped to be dating in this era :)
I mostly work and sleep now - am back on medication and it helps - I am sleping better and functioning on a nice level of ambivilence :)
I have not seen any of the people I was friends with when I first came to canberra in a long time - i suspect that ship has sailed - but they know where I am if and when they want to see me.
I dont game much anymore - I suspect its due to how uncomfortable some games were for me - its ok - i miss it sometimes but thanks to work I rarely have time anymore so dont notice that im not gaming :)
I cancelled my WOW account - too much was related to Matt - I found I was not enjoying it as much - and after working on a computer all day I find I just cant be bothered turning mine on when I come home :)
We have a house huest for a while Winnie has come to stay :) Mark is still in England - hope he is having a great time - Danica and Jonno celebrated a whole year together yesterday :) Thats about it really nothing else to report.
I am happyish and healthyish and enjoying most of life - also looking forward to my holiday back home in january - and my girlfriends visit this week :) Overall not to bad :)
Till next time keep dreaming :)
Jinx
