another day another ... well whatever

it is close to midnight and i am blogging whilst the television plays a doco on the boyband westfield ....................................(oops i think its westlife but hey group of talentless hacks and a collection of crap stores i see the resemblence)- oh now the tv has decided the band is actually called human nature....hee hee there all the same really arent they?
.....................................................and thier amazing journey into the sounds of mo-town....dont ask...yes i know i hate myself and the punishment far outways the crimes......

I am still sick although the fact i can actually face leaving the house suggests improvement.....work is as always dull and inspiring of apathy.......Matt I asume is well at least no one has notified me that he is not (he assures me that should things be bad his family would call) he is still in brisbane and i still miss him even though he bugs me a great deal by dissapearing to remote areas without reception for over a week...*sigh*...

My mums birthday on friday so tomorrow i will be dashing to get gift and card that vainly attempts to express the depth of my love and respect for her posted so it arrives in time...i am relying on the dedication of the postal service (laughs a laugh that drips with sarcasm).....

am desperate for a job that has relevance to the field i have spent the last few years pulling hair out (mostly mine) over.....situation still grim....I have a bach in soc science with double majors in anth and arch, a grad dip in bio anth, and am one thesis (ha ha) away from a masters in bio anth with a specialty in either weapons trauma or disease skeletal indicators.....and what do i do? I sell shoes.....and i sell them well.....(*sigh*) Dan is right I am saving the world one shoe at a time............

House hunting going very slow.....we all work and study and thus time is a massive factor also real estate people in canberra are bastards....well ok prob not all of them...just the ones i have met so far......

still in need of hobby.....also need fitness...less bum and more money *sigh* any suggestions greatly appreciated :)

Day off tomorrow thankfully...spending the day thus far.....chemist to demand they fix the outbreak currently present upon my face.......lunch with miss dan giving of easter gift.......birthday present posted.....home to email resume to necessary peoples....then on an adventure to some medical, forensic and investigative clinics around this city to beg for job/experience/office supplies.....(the last one is for when i am rejected for the first two...gotta get something for my time....id settle for a paperclip)

anyway its time to try and sleep although that is getting harder lately.....head heavy with thoughts and crfazy plans....also anxiety fears being mean lately and freaking me late in the night when no one is awake to talk me out of them....am re-reading alot of my terry pratchet books......always good for a giggle and distraction......

had crazy idea for masters project...involving computer peoples expertise.....and possibly bones, stone tools, or chimps....this occurred at around 2 am this morning so as to wether it is worth following up in the light of day i am still undecided.....perhaps the next step is to seek comp programming peoples advise.....boom boom into the lair i will have to decend :)

will sleep on it perhaps some clarity will come in a dream....or perhaps not

cheers
jinx

Saving the world......one shoe at a time :)