Intresting times

I am happy. Its odd as over the last few weeks things have been kind of crazy I lost my boyfriend and then my job in the space of 2 weeks...and yet for the first time in almost too long to recall I am happy.
Things with Matt are finally over...it was a long toxic relationship with a long drawn out and messy end but it is over...I feel like all the poison is just being sapped from me and I can begin to heal. I love him still and wish him the best in all his life but there was just too much bitterness for the relationship to ever mend and for me to heal the hurt but now I feel like I can.
My job was making me unhappy and even though it sucked to loose it and I was stunned having never been fired before I am better, I am happy...broke beyond all imagining :) but happy.
I am begining to focus back on my masters thesis prep, reading and getting my idead organized ready for mext year when I intend to complete it. Looking for work but being very selective about the kind of positions I apply for...its been a week and I guess the idea of being able to direct my life in the direction I want to go is still pretty appealing...I have to say that I would prob be miserable and in much worse situation if not for my housemates...they are amazing and if I could affors some kind of grand gesture Id show them as it is thankyous just dont seem to be enough to explain how I value thier support and friendship during the last few months.
I will keep you all posted but for now I am happy and excited about the new oppurtunities this seeming disaster will open up for me.
cheers
jinx