Shiny......

Last night we went to see the midnight screening of serenity and it was even better than I thought it was going to be...the movie was shiny, spectacular and great and awsome, and fantastic and all these things and more.......I can not...words can not it was sooo good everyone must go see it as soon as they are able...go see it go see it now!!!!!!!!
The midnight screening was fun also cause it was a whole cinema full of nerds laughing and cheering and stuff...it was kinda cool but also reminicent of revenge of the nerds in a weird way......I think had anyone heckeled they would have been lynched.......

Am taking my car into a mechanic who specialises in old cars today to see if they can help for less than the 1500 dollars the other mechanic people want for repairs......I suspect I am going to have to accept that the car is bunk and will need to be retierd to the wreckers next month.....*sigh*

Finally got in touch with M, been trying for over a week, he once again had dissapeared of the face of the planet.....He had a bad time with his ex and was hidding from the world...he feeling a bit better but still kinda messed up.......situation with me and him still incredibly depressing and miserable *sigh* it sucks that I am always falling for men who are messed up and just dont feel the same way for me......I care about him so much but I just dont know anymore if I can do this....if I can stand doing this to myself again......my friends get mad at hims but its not really his fault...well not all of it...as far as I know not being madly in love with me is still not a capital offence...although personally I feel it should at least warrant a misdemenour.......*sigh* hope things get better for him soon......and for me.....holiday will help holiday will help....this is my mantra.

cheers
jinx
xxx