belated blog

Hi all...things good...feeling pretty god about life at the momment....M doing better and things there seem to be good....Dan's birthday was fantastic...she is above and beyond an amazing girl really love her.....dinner friday was also pretty good although james managed to get us lost on the way home not once but twice...he came in my car so i would not get lost :) today was nerd fest 2006 (cancon) was not as cool as last year more game less cool stuff....still managed to spend some dollars on funky dice cause as you all know you can never have enough dice...also bought a pres for Matt....cant say what in case he reads this before he gets it but it rocks and I will be borrowing it off him :)
Have decided to run a game.....daring stuff given i still suck so badly at playing.....(aparently i ruin games)....still who cares its a game YES A GAME.....people playing in mine will understand that i suck and get nervous and make stupid mistakes...hopefully i wont stink too badly....going to run something noones played before that way when i stuff it up hopefully no one will notice :) hee hee....prob run a monthly thing or two monthly depending on peoples availability etc....not for a while yet cause need to finish reading the books so i at least have some background info...*sigh* this is going to be interesting..........
been hanging with adrian alot lately...thats been good have missed his company....prob one of the best people i have met in a long time...certainly been a huge support for me over the last year of intersting times.....his wonderful housemate alana is leaving soon and that makes me sad cause she is great....there seems to be a crazy plan about me taking over her room when she goes sometime mid year...seems like it could work but have not made any plans yet..will see how it goes.....there is a game on at my house and thats cool...i not in it cause was not here all day but it sounds like they having a blast....occassionally yelling and shouting out classic nerd stuff...i love it.....B still not really talking to me which sucks given how good a friend he was...i get it but it still hurts and i still feel like he is being unfair....selfish of me but thats how i feel.....work is ok...told them i cant go full time cause of uni commitments and am in the process of negotiating for part time...hope that works out..the company is a good one.....anyway thats about it...Polly sorry did not call been kinda crazy busy lately but i miss you and love you always and will try to be better at telephoning soon.....xxx......my lovely car is running great and finally has a name...BUG...she's great/he's great...I am respecting its privacy......name comes from the car smelly thing in the dash that looks like a little bug....anyway am off now....must get organised for next week....

cheers
xxxx
jinx